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最近的我， 为了工作 总是闷闷不乐 我的人 太容易不快乐。。

Previously, I got no time .. I only sleep few hours per day .. i always deserve more time for myself to rest or work or study .. Now, I got plenty of time .. and I started regret ... Now, I only realize that I do need a lot of work work work .. I cant stop .. I will easily feel boring .. I need to find something to do at least .. In previous day, I went for drink .. I went to swim .. I watch drama .. I go trip - Ipoh ( might upload the photo if I am having mood) .. I blogging .. I tidy up my room .. But, these kind of things really cannot satisfied me .. I need more .. my life recently so meaningless .. I need work .. I need to learn something new .. I need to do something new .. I need to upgrade myself .. In short, I think I need something to really push me .. I getting older, I really worried my time will being wasted just like that .. after few days relaxing .. I think I need to inject something to myself again .. Any idea that can let me fully utilize my holiday??

Now is Valentine .. Valentine's day is always related to romance and happiness especially for those who are in a relationship like me .. But .. be honest .. I don like Valentine's Day .. Is a day with disappointment .. One of friend told me Valentine is a lonely day for those who are single .. But .. is that true?? Sometimes, I was thinking that Valentine's Day will make those people who in a relationship become more lonely than others especially the lovely partner have done nothing or forget about the day .. I am still remember the previous year .. Valentine's Day is so sweet when I am not in a relationship .. Now, everything has been changed .. my status .. my feeling towards valentine .. But, I never blame or complaint because he is really a good guy but just not a romantic guy ... Being with him, everyday can be my valentine's day .. And I am working on Valentine's Day ... so good .. when i am working, I can telling myself I need to work and no time for Vale...

My holiday is end .. Actually I have 3months of holiday .. But I decide to work part time and end my lovely holiday .. These few days I am really happy .. I gather with some old friends chit chat with them at Starbucks, go movie with them and we even go fun faIr .. and I won myself a cutie tweety (is big size one) .. so so happy .. wakakkaka.. When I go back KL, I meet other college friends too .. We go bar to have a drink and playing some games .. so so so happy .. Anyway, I need to start to work tomorrow onwards .. But I believe working is another kind of happiness too .. Can earn some living expenses and also learning something new .. is challenging but is good experience i think .. Anyway, I need a lot a lot of part time job .. If anyone of you need any part-timer, please contact me wor .. ^^ yeah year 2009 .. a good year for me ^^

Finally the exam is over .. Phew .. I was really relax and spending my sweet time with my sister and brothers ... Apart of the result, I am really happy for done my last exam in TARC (if no accident) .. This exam honestly really make me so suffer .. I study when I come back from my CNY .. And spend most of my CNY time to study study and study .. and really so tension .. But finally it is over .. yeah ... But, after spending two days of relax .. I think is my time to hunting for some part time in this 3 months holidays... For those who have any nice job, please give me a call ya .. Thx a lot hehe ... And I am having holiday, can call me for some drinks too ... Other than job, I must exercise more in this three months .. I am really eat too much during exam and CNY time .. Everytime during exam, I will easily feel hungry and finally gain a big tummy .. Lolz... Anyway, I must fully enjoy and utilize my holiday yeah yeah ^^

Finally the CNY is over .. Actually there is another 8days for CNY but my holiday is end .. Because my final paper will be on this coming saturday which mean I need to start my revision ... Honestly, I have to apology to all my friends for my absent in certain activities .. As I am having my exam before CNY, I am really need a rest and I really want to spend most of my time with my family .. I prefer to stay at home .. I am really sorry .. But, I do really miss you all ^^ During the CNY, I am really have fun with kids - those cousin cousins.. Many of my aunts have just gave birth, so I am really enjoy to entertain with the babies and kids ... Being with them, I do really feel happy even though they always cry .. haha .. Anyway I really miss my mum my daddy my home sweet home .. I miss sister and brothers miss the moment playing basketball and "guli" with them hehe .. Anyway, the holiday is end, and I have to get back to reality and start my revision .. Yinyee, gambateh ^^